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Hello, again! I have not forgotten my commitment to ten thousand hours. I will devote this amount of time to hockey, eventually, but I…well, I’m not all here to be honest. In earlier posts I had commented about not fully responding to my SSRI medication. It’s pretty difficult to tell, to be honest. I letContinue reading “Distant but not forgotten”

I mentioned in the last post about us buying a house. THIS IS HUGE! We were married before I graduated high school, we spent two years living with my mother to assist her before my husband was able to finish his enlistment and Basic Training. Then spent another eight years as a military family. NeverContinue reading “A lesson in faith”

I’ve been gone a while again. This have been crazy, as always. This time I became sick with bronchitis, we’ve come under contract for a home, we got my son into a lottery for a magnet school, and we’ve been planning a vacation to Disney. Aside from the illness, this is the good crazy. ThisContinue reading “Mental Health Days”

Okay. I am back on my meds. I wasn’t off long enough to completely get it out of my system, so once the withdrawal symptoms stopped I was pretty normal. This does not mean neurotypical, which I found out today. I normally function fairly well on my meds. Some days are worse, and I kindContinue reading “Real Talk”

I went to bed last night sure that my epiphany created some sort of magic around my life. If I just gave myself a little more love and attention, life would just breeze by. I had the power and ability to do anything! Everything! Then I woke up. I very quickly realized that it wouldContinue reading “Practice makes sanity”

I’ve been seeing people choose one word to motivate and represent them in 2020. It’s a nice thought, after all. They have one mantra to work towards throughout the entire year, and it’s vague enough that even changing of plans and broken resolutions can still lead to building on this word. Is this the newContinue reading “Future”

I’ve begun having nightmares about this reunion. I wish I were joking, but high school was that bad to me. In my nightmare, I went in trying to prove that my young marriage was not a mistake. Everything went wrong when my mother had to tag along and my husband began flirting with a doctorContinue reading “And so it begins…”

I know I haven’t written in a while…again. Honestly, I was waiting to see if anything else got erased. My first two posts were erased after 30 days, and I wasn’t sure if it was just because they were introductory posts, or if all posts are erased after 30 days. Thankfully, it was just thoseContinue reading “Hello again”

I promise I have not fallen off the wagon, but this is a very good example as to why I normally do. Things are crazy in my life. Yes, I’m a stay at home mom. You would think I have plenty of time to study hockey. You’d think wrong. Yes, I do have more “free”Continue reading “Long time no see”

Did you know that I should never become an expert in anything?!?! I’m super annoying. Just from what I’ve studied in the past month, I’ve found myself constantly blurting out trivia no one asked for. I’m a terrible person. We watched the Stars game last night. On a separate note, it was one of theContinue reading “Did you know…?”